These poems are based on the expended range of feelings encountered during the search for and the accomplishment of love. By love, I mean any sort of love that involves deep feelings, the love for husband, family, pet, cookies...
The Ball
Burn to Ashes
Disfunct
Pull me, Push me
Bottled Up Seconds
Sacrifice
Lipped hearts
Red Balloon
Once I broke One’s Heart
Masterpiece Rhyme
Anchored
Made for Those Things
Cold Frame
The Print
Overfeeling
Sounds Familiar
Dream - Scared to open my eyes
Running after Time
Hate to Love
This poem is realted to Red Balloon
Somewhere too far, somewhere too blind,
Between the raging growl of storming night,
Light’s illumination tore the sky apart and
Shot down the twinkle in my eyes.
In an everlasting twilight’s outline,
Heels entwined in my ball grown
I fell and grabbed a lantern’s smoke
Spinning into the ball hall
To pull me up, once more.
I missed more than the morning waffle.
I missed the opening of the outflow,
I missed the bluebell blooming glow.
When I started to wave at you under the rain
You only saw a blank movement,
You didn’t see the red balloon
Hanging above my head.
Hiding in a cherry tree
I haven’t given up
I pulled all the flowers
And blow them to the sun.
Burn to ashes, burn to dust,
I do it better than anything,
You can trust.
The ravage of noble spirits
Swifting under my palm
Make me shake and bend
Over the emptyness you left,
Never to be replaced.
Burn to ashes, Burn to dust,
Enroll me into your army
Until I no longer have bones to break
As I deserve no less
Especially not you.
I endure this thief of faith
Every minute, every day.
Like into my fairytale
I wear you like heaven
I wish one day to forgive
This tempetuous flame
In myself.
Sometimes the stars in your eyes are not enought
Even if love lingerss like a cat in the sunshine
Eternised springtime skipped summer’s hights
Leaving me a bag of Junes,
And a box of Novembers.
Seasons are disfunct, it’s been December for months.
I’m cold and alone, I can’t see the end of this snow.
In the dance of copper autum, I buried a stone
Hoping one day it would grow
To crush all my doubts once and for all.
All I ever wanted is an everlasting August
With you.
Everynight I look outside thinking we watch the same sky,
I miss you singing just like I miss your smile,
It bounces on the walls of my nights...
The sunset never swips it off my mind
And never will.
Pull my fingers off the cookie pot
I will lick them twice as much
Pull my head off my shoulder
For I don’t use it anymore.
Push me further in the abyss
I will let myself fall
For I know I have a heart
Else it woudln’t hurt so much.
Put my inked feather into a box
So I stop loosing it
And maybe myself, if I fit
So I stop breaking things.
Teardrops,
interrupted into their fall
onto the edges of undisturbed time,
spread rainbows throughout
windshield morning light.
Stain glass sky sheltering their path
consumed the last seconds unwrapped
into their palms.
Magnolia euphoria
bottled the memory of one’s
revealed heart,
fulfilled and Bold.
Motion cracks
frosted glass,
floating out to another world
she will sail another sea.
A handful second for one choice
for your earth to stop
and your soul to hate
this allegory on my name;
Don’t drink your pain to the non-sense,
and leave it in my bleeding hands,
on my conscience, alongside yours
your sacrifice won’t save my soul.
Better die so you can breath,
better live to edify regrets
incapable of forgiveness,
I killed you within your trade.
Love selfishness, loving too much,
whatever introduced your choice,
Please my love, please let me die,
Between us two, the end was mine,
Please my love, don’t save my life.
Cross fire on suspended beams
billow tunes grown underneath,
edified heavens divided in
emerald dreams.
Soul searching melody
shuts up the covetous dazzle
penetrating skins rewarded.
Butterflying eyes cast spell
on the early morning swing
of lipped hearts.
Walking in straight lines along
the early morning horizontal rain
washing despair off my veins,
streets whisper to me, streaming,
nobody is watching the drip,
I set my heart free.
Ropes and chains fall as
crystal drops heavy my hair
for the air I am breathing, and
the oxygen I take within my self,
to blow up a red balloon,
For you,
To wave at your door.
Knock, knock ! I am here.
Me and my red balloon,
tied around my hand,
await . Nobody’s there.
Horizontal rain still hits my face
playing drums on my balloon, yet
my soul won’t let go my smile,
my love won’t let go my faith.
Puddles reflect an mysterious image
blurry and shaken, not mine
but yours. As always.
Me myself and I,
slowly walk away
I’ll keep my red balloon
for another day
Once I broke one’s heart,
Cracked the reflecting mirrors of his soul
On edges and the sides
Reshaping his soul with the claws
Of the love I did not have.
The rain poured over frames of intertwined hands,
Grew a red rose with no thorns over years
Behind the thin glass of his mind, still intact.
Draft charcoal emotions and memories
Framed and glazed under tinted dust
Remain painstakingly engraved on
Time-consuming lights and shades.
Water-colour wets the naked whiteness
Outlining the shapes of our days,
Printing memories in trails and hues
On an immense fresco of us both
Your kiss singing scales of colours
Slowly pouring under my tongue
Moulds the sweet taste of the tune
Blown by your breath into my own
The golden marble of your heart
Casting silver highlights into mine
Carving the castle of blind survival
Into the blue land of my shelter
As dry oil paintings come to life
In the motion of our ruby sins
You know I can’t ever get enough
When you heart plays drums on mine
Because in that play we call our life
You are my master-piece
You are my rhyme.
Your twisted curly blond hair
Dancing on the white pillow
Drowns me in an deep ocean
I would love to call you.
My cold sensitive skin
Still blushes against yours
For I’m an eternal virgin of
Endless bare skin sins
Seeking the skin taste intoxication,
For the love rush exhilaration
You drink my warm bourbon kisses
Only to return them to me twice
Drunk of myself
Anchored
I sink in you.
I’m not made for those things
I’m too far from their reach
Upon all they can mean
They no longer can break me
Yet they know how to break you
Down to nothing.
Reality.
I’m the lover I like to be
I’m the warm heart I wish I had
I wish I had found
I’m the lover of one night
The hater of one day
Don’t tell me those words
I don’t want to hear them.
Run away before it’s too late.
Run away…
Or I’ll flow in your veins
I’ll invade your brain
Infecting your blood
To leave you drain
With nothing else
But regrets.
You should have listened.
You should have run away.
I’m above all this
I know how to believe
I have seen too much of nothing
To know my love bell never rings
It seems
I haven’t been made for those things
But in the dreams
I like to slide on every night
Before I crash onto the ground
And break my bones one by one.
I haven’t been made for those things.
Your lips run out of tainted fume
Briefly blurring the night’s crown
Hanging on the warp of the sky
My hand half closed on your palm
I feel the wind freezing my spine
Feeding my warmth of its cold ice
Our presence swallowed every sound
Behind an unbreakable glass
Of the memories we frame
Mars is still watching us down
While we wish we could touch the sky
And reach the stars
Turn the light off
Let me guess what it is
Let me fall off the cliff
And hurt myself
On the edge of your heart.
I won't cry
I promise
I'm not scared of anything
If you are here to hold me.
I just love this feeling
Needles hammering
Colours twisting
Not even suffering
When letting you deep
Onto my skin
When letting you slip
Into my skin.
You're the indelible print
That makes me real
That makes me Me.
Don’t try to prove
You run faster from me
Than I would from you
This is not true.
Overwhelming, overreacting
It suddenly makes me feel real
Make me feel weak
Just to feel how easy are my tears
I did forgot that they were still
During the years they haven’t been
F
A
L
L
I
N
G
For a man
For this fear
Of loosing somebody
And all their meaning.
As we share the space and time
We always find reasons to cry
Even if we mean no harm
Because I don’t seek
For the end of the line
If the two first words
Almost make me cry
Because you just seem
To think I’m a queen
And the value gold
Can’t equal your love.
It’s not about numbers
It’s not about words
You have no equal
With no fraction to resolve.
Talk to me
Break the silence
Throw anything at the wall
But let it out.
How is it gonna be
When it will admit
We want nothing more
Than be on the same shore ? .
May you should check the news
So you would realize
I’m too far into it
For coming back.
Please don’t leave me in the dark
Just like that.
Both of us must remain
Love can’t take it all again
I know how it puts you in tears
That is what wipes away my fears.
Yes its is scary
But it is worth it
If you allow yourself
To love me
I’ll allow you to keep me
For eternity.
Too Many fucking words
In “I LOVE YOU”
YOU and I don’t fit
On the same line.
Break.
I is alone
And YOU is gone
What’s left alone
Is called understanding
What LOVE really is
In a single line -
A myth.
I is over it
I LOVE by itself
LOVE YOU till the end
YOU changed its page
I LOVE YOU
Is not true.
Only sounds familiar
But we’ve never seen
Its face.
I am scared to open my eyes
I've been alone too many times
In those dirty shits
I will never watch enough
To forget how my bed cracked.
I'm scared.
I am lost in my dream's playground
I don't know what is fiction
Or what is translucent-real.
I could be faking reality
Borrowing your feelings
For me
To let you wear my sleep
And kiss my mind goodnight.
I'm scared to open my eyes
To find out
What is making me giving in
Waking myself from this dream
I whip with a lick on my lips
Too tasty
Not to be
The taste of you.
Too scared to open my eyes
For the illusion and the magic
To flow away in the wind
Leaving you insight
BL-IN-KI-NG.
I did not hear you leave this morning.
I didn't hear the door closing.
The motion of your breath
Underneath my skin
Can't build lies out of me.
It's your body print.
Not sure I'm alone
In my reality
Of if you are laying
Here next to me.
I don't want to open my eyes.
Far above all highs,
Standing against the light
Is a clock for us to catch.
Never reached
Never found.
I look at you
You just smile
Nothing else matters
But the run of our hearts
Against time.
You want to know
What it is like
To see the world
Through my eyes.
And you listen
To my blind words
Rubbing my shoulder
With your warm hand.
You don't understand
But it's too late
Our hourglass
Is out of sand.
You want to feel me
As much as I feel you
Leaving trails of circles
That never ends.
I kiss your forehead
And rest on your chest.
When I'll open my eyes
Nothing will remain.
Head on your heart
I hear it running,
Escaping my arms,
Far away from me.
You hold me tight
But I'm gone
Never again
We will love.
We didn't catch the clock
It was out of touch
Yet I caught our night
Deep inside my heart
Too much left behind not to hate this maddening sickness called love
Yet feelings turned you into my largest everlasting weakness.
Once again, hate hides the fear of a pain that would last, as a lie does
Damn lies of pitiless players who shuts their hearts down to fool.
This rush deep inside me scares me enough to fear unreal facts.
If real, self respect trials will blame you for abusing my love.
Though passion gave you the best weapon to drag me down,
If you break my happy heart you break me from mind to bones.
You followed your path wishing it would often cross mine
As if I would not let my memories fly away in the cold wind.
I refuse to escape the rush when you shake my whole world
To give me another moment out of time full of you.
Dawn’s first ray of sunshine fall on the curves of your body
Laying gracefully its warmth between you and me.
Thousand diamonds slowly fade away in the sky
No spark, no shooting stars remain… but you.